addicted

so addicted
beyond repair
There is no recovery
This addiction I feel is off the charts
Gives my body a scare
As I become entranced
In you

My heart beats steady
Yet you are wild
You balance me out
And give me excitement
I am so addicted beyond repair
Ride or Die addicted
It's not fair

I want to know you
Where you are and why
I want to fix your day
With my lips and thighs
I need to feel you on my skin
and then I can close my eyes

It is pure addiction
Addicted to your body, your mind,
I am addicted to the way you show me who's boss
I am addicted to the bad boy in your ways
It is beyond repair
There is no coming back
I take a hit and hold it in
When you go inside me

This is out of control
What do I do?
Beyond repair and I can't let go
I fear I am at risk of letting things go
To please you and keep you
I feel an urge to fight for you, cry for you, laugh for you, and love for you
I feel an urge to fight if I have to and belong to you

I am addicted
From the first night
I have been in your shadow
Ready to give you whatever you need
My body, My eyes, My thighs, my lips, I have been yours
And I feel too deeply to break this and let go.