addicted

so addicted
beyond repair
There is no recovery
This addiction I feel is off the charts
Gives my body a scare
As I become entranced
In you

My heart beats steady
Yet you are wild
You balance me out
And give me excitement
I am so addicted beyond repair
Ride or Die addicted
It's not fair

I want to know you
Where you are and why
I want to fix your day
With my lips and thighs
I need to feel you on my skin
and then I can close my eyes

It is pure addiction
Addicted to your body, your mind,
I am addicted to the way you show me who's boss
I am addicted to the bad boy in your ways
It is beyond repair
There is no coming back
I take a hit and hold it in
When you go inside me

This is out of control
What do I do?
Beyond repair and I can't let go
I fear I am at risk of letting things go
To please you and keep you
I feel an urge to fight for you, cry for you, laugh for you, and love for you
I feel an urge to fight if I have to and belong to you

I am addicted
From the first night
I have been in your shadow
Ready to give you whatever you need
My body, My eyes, My thighs, my lips, I have been yours
And I feel too deeply to break this and let go.

my mind

my mind is racing 20 times faster than my body
At all times
There isn't a moment when it's not racing
And driving me mad at the same time
It drives me nuts
And spins even more out of control
At all times
I am destined to be trapped here forever
Just my mind and me
Spending quality time
Getting to know each other
Becoming one
Wait? Are we supposed to be already?
Me and my mind...
Are we supposed to be one?
On common ground,
Never separated?
My mind is racing 20 times faster than my body
It may explode
Then my thoughts would be just floating in the air
for all to see
Trapped no more.